

Blahhhhh Iapos;m so damn emotional.
My mom came with me to my appointment today, thank God. I wasnapos;t sure if she was working or not, but she wasnapos;t, so she gladly came with. I felt that much better having someone I love and who loves me there with me, even though itapos;s reaaaaally not that
huge of a deal. Escept for in the hospital, that was my last cervical exam everrrrrr (minus yearly GYN visits of course). Woot.
Um... Induction is all set up. For 7:30 AM Wednesday, October 22nd. You have to be up two hours prior. 5-freaking-30.
I hope I deliver before then. Iapos;m okay with the induction, Iapos;ve said it before, but I still hope I go on my own. Even Dr. Pluszinsky said he really hopes I go on my own.
Iapos;m stressed either way though because labor is labor and I have 7 days or less before I have to do this. I know Iapos;ll be fine but I still just... Dah.
I cried (againnnnnnnn) on my way home because I fricken miss my mom and dad and brother. Especially my mom. I was telling her before I left that Iapos;m also kind of not ready for this because I still need
my mom. And she said "But you
do still have me, you havenapos;t lost me Iapos;ll take care of you" Seriously... AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Thatapos;s half the reason I cried too is I was so touched and all OMG I love my mom Because I do. We have our problems now and then and certain things about her of course bug me, but my mom isnapos;t horrible, and sheapos;s a very sane woman compared to my MIL. And sheapos;s just my
mom. But everything Iapos;ve always loved my mom for is what I missed the second I left her tonight. So I cried.
These are just very trying times emotionally because on the one hand Iapos;ve reached my ropeapos;s end with this pregnancy (and in a few hours my due date), and on the other hand itapos;s like oh my gosh this is almost over and the only way it can be over is more trying times. It will take patience and strength. Which I know Iapos;ll find somehow when the time comes but itapos;s hard to find now. And itapos;s a big change, and itapos;s a big thing period. So itapos;s just... Wow. Iapos;m so glad theyapos;ll all be there though, and Iapos;m going to let them in there Iapos;ve decided until things get really intense or itapos;s time to push or before if itapos;s bad enough. But theyapos;ll be there, and I have to say Iapos;m actually very glad that theyapos;ll be there in the room. And Iapos;m glad that no matter what Florian will be there.
Do I feel better than this morning? Yes, somewhat. But partially Iapos;m stull frustrated, and definitely still exhausted, and Iapos;m afraid Iapos;m going to lose more sleep tonight. And Iapos;m out of Benadryl, and Florian doesnapos;t have any cash, and I didnapos;t think to get any while I was in Dearborn. :( dlrijtlerjtlewtjenrlkt My cocoa butter is only somewhat working, but it works even less than the Benadryl. I need to figure out how to do that oatmeal bath thing without a food processor.
Anyway I guess Iapos;ll lie down or something? Iapos;m right here in bed with the laptop, might browse for a bit, but either way Iapos;m taking it easy.
I guess even the night before my due date
Sons of Anarchy takes precidence over me. I was kind of hoping heapos;d want to just be with me. But Lord knows if he doesnapos;t do it on his own Iapos;m not going to beg for him to do what obviously isnapos;t first priority.
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